Down and Out

Why is it after such a high, I feel so down? Like at any moment, if I were walking past a tall building, I’d be the poor fool whose head the piano would land on? I’ve just made one of my biggest dreams come true. I should be reeling, jumping up and down, but no. Deep in my stomach, I have this feeling of impending doom. Maybe it’s a fear of failure. Or bad meatloaf. Not sure, but I’d really like to see it head out. Maybe a strong drink and a peer group would help? 🙂


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  1. I came in the backdoor and just wanted to catch up. Your blog today inspired me so and found this and was wondering… did you ever find your way back to the top of the mountain to enjoy your success?


    1. I went to school for 3 years straight and got my Bachelor’s in psychology (a four year degree) while still caring for him and our children. My masters and doctorate are on hold for the time being due to parents health so I’ve been focusing on my writing career. Working on a traditional cintract to get my ya novels published and would like to write a nonfiction autobiography of these happenings.


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